2015 ... 

u touch me wit soo sooo much tears... 
u bring me soo much sadness.. sakit..TAPI its make me realize somting...
hidup nii..xkan pernah kite tau bile akan berhenti..bile jantung nii akan berhenti berdegup..bile masenye nyawa ditarik..segale galenye ditarik... ma abah..adik adik..sister and even brother.. 
oo Allah..
my eyes cant stop crying...
starting my day with salam..kucup tangan ma abah.. as still single person really hurt me.. 
as today is a new day..1st day in january 2015.. its been 5 years.. dripade satu kegelapan idup y xpernah tefikir akan smpaii ke arinii.. i learned sooo much about life...sakit..sihat..senang..susah..
5 years..i spend so much time with parents.. bergantung penuh harap wit soo much story happened. ibarat satu tangan y cukup besar..cukup kuat..cukup teduh..cukup sabar.. 
u served everything for me.smpaii satu tahap..its stop me..n make me thinking..hows my life if i get married.. can i stop the time .. sb im too scared..26 years or even 100 years ..is never enough for me.. 
n today... as time goes by... tangan y dikucup saban hari..semakin kecut... semakin kasar urat urat tangan trase kt muke.. kt bibir... tlu sibok menganyam idup u cri kehidupan n bahagia untuk tahun baru..smpaikan lupe...semakin tahun bertmbh,.umur pum akan bertambah.. n of course..both of u semakin tua..
words cannot describe hows my feeling..(takut..sedih..sakit..sayang..)
 moge Allah..permudahkan ..dan semoge Allah bg kesempatan tu pade kite untuk kite tunaikan hajat same same satu ari nanti... amin ya rabbal alamin. 
if theres somting i need right now..yes! its time machine.... 
i love both of u... i do...